Mixed Emotions
there is nothing worse than realizing that you have become the second option. the second best. the one who is only chosen when the better options are taken. its like everything has been taken from you and thrown away. if that happened to you how would you deal with it? i cant, there’s no use. i could never make it back to the top. its over. i have officially lost the only friend i ever trusted, everyone leaves. eventually. no matter what. they forget about you.
xoxo
That girl
i guess its time to tell you that i may just be a tad bit crazy.
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That girl
My mind has come to a complete stop. i cant think i cant do. anything. my fingers are moving like zombies across the keyboard and my mind is like on dial up or something. my parents are going mad. my older sister is just crazy. i think my whole family is fucked… well thats me for today :)
xoxo
That girl
I’m really not in the mood for writing, it seems like these days everyone is just leaving me behind. It’s like I dont belong in the same world as my friends so they are deciding to leave me behind.
well…
I wish we could turn back time, not to change things because that would just fuck things up… but i wish we could go back to the happier moments and see that yes, we all were once like this, it is not impossible if we have done it before, just to relive the happiest moments of our lives so far. I think that when we are young is the best time of all, we didn’t worry about the past or the future we lived in the now. This was before we started worrying about coloring inside the lines and writing within the box this was where we were truly us. before people made the decision to change the way we think the way we act. i want to be a little girl again beyond the point where i wished i could be a “big girl” if the world was ruled by 5 year old girls and boys I’m pretty damn sure we would be in a better place.
xoxo
That girl
What defines who we are?
People say the way we act and the way we dress defines us, but I don’t think so. I mean if you think about it so many people in the world think, act and dress the same, but is who they are the same or different? The way we humans define ourselves is so based on what is seen on the outside, and only partially the inside.If you see a person walking down the street wearing ugly shoes what is your first thought? would it be… I wonder what she thinks about those shoes… or Ew why would she ever wear those out in public (something like that anyway) its the same with anything. Society says who we are is defined by what others think and see of us but in reality (my reality) should we have our own say in who we are?or is that just entirely down to society. I think the problem with most of the people on our society is that they no longer view us humans and actual human beings but instead objects of a worldwide judgement. The decision of what defines us shouldn’t depend on what jeans we decided to put on this morning, it should be beyond that. because who are we really? Do we even know?
xoxo
That girl
Welcome to my blog
Hey there! :) most of you probably won’t bother reading my long and somewhat boring blog but for those of you who do… hi <3 i most probably will be posting deep and insightful thoughts (lol jk just thoughts) and very deep and insightful quotes but once in a while you may come across a little something i like to call my life. I’m not telling you my name but you can call me… That girl. i hope you can still get to know me through my blog. ask me questions, curiosity won’t kill the cat here and last but not least enjoy your stay :)
xoxo
That Girl
